Zawhna: Ka pu, ka thianpa tan zawhna ka rawn zawt duh a. Kum 18 mi a ni a, kan inkawmngeih viau a, thian dang pawh a ngah viau tho. Ngaihzawng pawh hi pahnih chu a nei ve ngei tawh a, a virgin tawh lo tih min hrilh bawk. Ka rilru ti buaitu ber chu mipa dang itna ang deuh hi a nei leh tlat thin a, a pangngai viau chuan ka hre si a, tuai kan tih ang hi chu a ni hauh lo chuan ka hria. Hmeichhia ang zawnga han inchei danglam emaw han an chakna pawh a nei chuang lova, a aw te pawh hi mipa aw pangngai ang chu ani vek a, kan hmuhnawm tih zawng te pawh football, UFC tih te hi ani a. Keima lakah hi chuan chutiang zawng chuan a awm ngai lova, a kawm thin mipa dang laka a awm dan hi a dik lo leh deuh thin a (ka sawi fiah thiam chiah lo). Ka han zawh hian a pha viau bawk sia, engtia tih chi nge mawni dawn le? Puih theih dan te a awm em? Tih dan tur min hrilh theih chuan ka lawm khawp ang. Chhanna: I zawhna rawn zawh hi chhan harsa ang reng tak mai a ni a, midang zawt ta la, kan chhan dan che pawh a in ang lo hial mai thei. Kohhran hruaitu, Pastor te zawt ta la, an chhan dan che pawh a dang leh viau mai thei bawk. Hetiang zawhna hi ka dawng tam lo khawp mai a, harsatna nei hi chu an awm ngei thung ani. Mipa mahni anpui kawp ching te tana program kalpuitu hi FXB NGO an awm a, an client te zingah hian nupui nei reng chunga an mipat pui kawp ru hi an awm nawk ani. Engpawhnise, keima hriatthiam dan angin chhan che ka tum anga, i la duh khawp lo anih pawhin Clinical Pyschologist te pawh i lo rawn dawn nia (Civil Hospital lamah hian an rawn theih reng a ni). Mahni anpui kawp (homosexuality) hi khawvel inhnialna lian tak a ni a, USA ah meuh pawh tun hnai lawk khan inneih phalna an pe chauh anih kha. Chu pawh chu dodaltu an thahnem a, a bikin Christian community lamin an dodal nasa hle a ni. Kristian kan nih angin kan innghahna ber Bible thu kan en chuan Pathian phal loh chu ani chiang ngei mai. Mahse Pathian duh loh chu kawp chakna (tendency) ni lovin a tih tak takna (physical act) lai kha ani thung. Mihring kan pian phungah hian kan lo thanlen chhoh hunlai hian mi tam tak chuan homosexual inclination (mahni anpui kawp theihna lam hawi nungchang) an nei fo niin mi thiamte chuan an sawi a. He kawp mai thei dinhmun a ding tam zawk hi chu an thanlenna boruak te, chhungkaw inkaihhruaina avang te in chutiang rilru chu kalsanin opposite sex lam an awn leh mai thin a. Chutiang ni lova an tisa chakna homosexual tendency lama a kal thui palh thung chuan an rawn kawp chho mai thin niin an sawi. Chenna environment hi factor pawimawh tak anih zia ti lang chiangtu chu Central Jail hmeichhe awmna ward lamah khuan tang hlim, a lo tang sa te'n mipa chei a an chei (an lo dawnsawn) fo chu hun engemaw hnuah chuan mipa zia an la thuai a, Patil kan tih ang hian an zia a inthlak hlauh thei a ni. Kan society chuan a pawm lo khawp hrih a, hun rei tak chhung he zia nei te pawh hi an inthup reng bawk a. Tun hnaiah erawh chuan langsar taka rawn inpho chhuak an awm ta nuk mai a, kan media lam te pawh an demawm theihna lai a awm awm e (min haw lo se!). Kan hnam hi inbawl ching kan ni hi a pawi khawp mai a, tu emaw tawng nem deuh an awm chuan kan bawl tuai nghal fo mai zel a, hengte hian a ti hluar ani thei mai awm mange ka ti ve thin. Kristian kan nihna atang chuan sual ani han tih tawp mai hi thil awm tak ani a, khawvel thlir dan atang erawh chuan mimal dikna (rights) lam a hawi leh daih thei thung a, chuvang tak chuan chhan thiam pawh a har viau reng a ni. Engpawhnise, i thianpa hi i duhsak hle ani tih chu a chiang reng mai a. Amaherawhchu eng ang pawhin zawtin dawp mahla a sawi duh a rinawm loh. A lo kawp tak tak tawh anih phei chuan a inzep hlen ngei ang. A chhungte hrilh ta la an huat phah hlauh thei che a, chuvang chuan midang amah hre hnai tu chu hrilh lo phawt la. Amah dem emaw dawp ang zawng ni lovin hemi chungchanga a ngaihdan te leh a pawm dan te zawt chhuak turin titi pui tum chhin ta zawk la. Harsatna a neih chuan puih i inhuam thu leh pui theitu tur pawh i kawhhmuh theih tur thu te hrilh la, chutianga i tih chuan a sawi chhuak duh mahna. Tawngtaisak la, kawm serh phah chuang lo la, nula han rimpui te pawh tum ta la, a rilru te pawh i thlak sak thei mahna. A pawimawh ber chu hetiang nungchang nei te hian anmahni an inpawm a, puih an duh (acceptance and understanding) a ngai a ni. Sawi tawh angin hetiang lama Counseling service tha taka pe thei te hi kan la tlachham hle mai. Synod kohhran hian mahni anpui kawp chungchangah ngaihdan fel tak chu a nei ngei mai a, mahse harsatna tawk te lo puih dan tur, dawnsawn/kaihhruai dan tur te hi mumal takin duang thei se, chutiang ti thei tur trained Counselor te hi nei bawk se, mi tam takin an tangkaipui ngeiin ka ring.