Dungtlang lal fanu Lianchhiari leh hnamchawm tlangval Chawngfianga-te inhmangaihna thawnthu ngaihnawm tak mai chu, palai sual Mangmuaia avangin zan khat thil thuah lungchhiatthlak tak maiin a tawp ta thut mai a. Dawt thu avangin thlabarin Chawngfianga te chu a zan a zanin Chhhingzawlah an pem ta chuk chuk mai a ni.

A bialpa pem thut chhan hre miah si lo Lianchhiari rilru manganna chu thuk tak a ni. Tunlai tawng takin, a depressed em em mai a, hnathawh zai a rel thei lo a, ni tin mai hian tlangah chhovin, Chawngfianga pemna lam khua chu a thlir nileng mai thin a. A nuin puan zung thui tur a kentir pawh a thui zo thei lo. Hlai thing awn bawhin Chhingzawl lam chu thlir a, tap leh zai chungin, ngaihtuah miah lovin a thir khaiin thing chu a lo ker a lo ker mai a, chu hlai kung chuan a thih phah der nghe nghe a ni awm e.

Lianchhiari chang a depressed lo. Hmangaihtu Chawngfianga rilru chu a na em em mai bawk a. A muhil thei lo va, chaw a ei thei bawk si lo, â mai dawnin a inhria a. A nun nguai lutuk leh thinlung khawhar em em chuan intihhlimna zawngin naupang inkawihnawkahte a tel ta zar zar thin a.

Chhingzawl khawlaia Chawngfianga inkawihnawk chu, Dungtlang khaw chung chhim phei tlangdung tawp khama lungpui tohlawta lungleng taka Chhingzawl lam thlir ni tintu chuan a zuk hmu thin a nih chu! Chawngfianga’n kawi a kah zawng chuan a dartawnsuk chu a thle tle nghelh nghelh mai a, Lianchhiari chuan hmuhnawm a ti em em mai thin a. Chawngfianga dartawnsuk chu a khuai kah laiin a tla ta hlauh mai a, Lianchhiari chuan, “E, mi ute dartawnsuk a tla ta hlauh mai a!” a lo ti sap a ni awm e!

A nun a hlim loh tehlul nen, a khawvel chu a hrehawm tehlul nen, a thut thinna lung tohlawt hnuai kham chu zuan thlak daiha thihna ngei tur khawpa remchang a nih tehlul nen, lunglen tlang nei hrang ngat khawpa depression nei nasa Lianchhiari khan intihhlum lam a ngaihtuah lo a niang, thih daih a tum lem lo a niang, zuk zuangthla miah lo a!

Chawngfianga depression nei pawh chuan tapchhaka indawm kun reng a, pindana tawm tlata ruih vak lam a ngaihtuah lo! A rilru pik hneh turin khawlaiah a lo chhuak a, a hmangaih Lianchhiari tel lo pawha nun hlim dan tur zawngin naupang zingah a invai harh tlat! Tu psychiatrist nge maw ni an rawn ni, an fing riau!

An thawnthu kal zelah chuan Lianchhiari leh Pawngsena an innei ta a. An inneih hnuah zan khat chu an inah, a pasal remtihnain, Chawngfianga nen khawnthiangin zu an khawn dun a, hlim em emin zu an inpen per sek sek zankhua ta mai a ni awm e. Pawngsena chuan khumah mutsan mah se muhil thei bik hek lo, pawnpui hnuai atangin a lo bih tlaivar ve ngawt mai a. ‘Pawngsen tlaivar’ tih tawngkam lo chhuahna bul thawnthute hi a ngaihnawm lungchhiatthlak asin.

Dungtlang khaw pasaltha zaidam leh chhuanvawr Pawngsena hmangaihna leh dawhtheihna hian Lianchhiari rilru a hneh ta hret hret a. Chawngfianga tel lova nun dan a thiam telh telh a, Pawngsena nen hian nupa hlim leh lungrual tak an ni zui ta a ni awm e.

Chawngfianga pawhin ‘Lianchhiari chauh lo chu’ ti duh bik lovin nupui dang a nei ta a. Lianchhiari-te khawnbawl upaah a tang zui ta a ni awm e. “Khawnbawl upa satliah ni mai lovin, Lianchhiari-te chhungkua nen chuan chhungkhat angin an inen zui a, an hlim tlang ta em em a ni,” tiin K. Zawla chuan he mite hmangaihna vanduai thawnthu lungchhiatthlak tak hi an hlim zel thuin a tlip tlat a nih chu (Mizo pipute leh an thlahte chanchin, p 325).

He thawnthu lungchhiattlak tak atang hian tun lai thalai, ngaihzawng then avanga thih duh zel mai, tu emaw tel loa nung thei tawh dawn lo emaw inti tlat thinte hian zir tur kan nei.

Lianchhiari leh Chawngfianga khan depression an nei ngei a, a nasa chi ngat lehnghal! Tunlai tawng hmang phei chuan sawi ila, Major/Severe Depression ngat maw le! Intihtheihpui chi tan chuan intihtheihpui tham! Mahse an hneh tlat.

Depression hi nghah dam theih a ni. Thih loh phawt tur. Lianchhiari kha a lungleng thutna kham ko atang khan, “Chawngfianga tel lo chuan nun ka zuam lo,” tiin lo zuangthla daih se, hmangaihtu ropui Pawngsena kha a tawng leh lo tawp ang a, an thawnthu tawpna hi a dang daih ang. Chawngfianga nen innei ta kher lo mah se a tawpah a hlim leh ta tho aw! Hlimna hi thil pakhatah chauh a innghat lo. Hmun hrang hrang, mi hrang hrang atangin a hlim leh theih.

Chawngfianga nun hlim lo khan thil tha lo ti ve ta chiam se, tunlai tlangval angin ruih chhuanlamah hmang ve ta se, a OD daih mai thei a, a rilru a buai zui daih thei. Khawnbawl upa tlakah a chhuak lo tawp ang.

I hlim lo em? Tuna i tawrh mek kha i tuar zo dawn loin i inhria em? Lianchhhiari method-in nghak tlat la, thi duh hauh lo la, hmangaihtu dang an lo lang leh ngei ang. I hlim ni a la her chhuak dawn. Mahse, nghah a ngai. Ni khat thil thuah a thleng thut thei lo. Chutih chhung chuan Chawngfianga method-in, indawmkun duh hauh lovin chhuak harh la, infiam la, rual pawl rawh. I la hlim leh dawn khawp.

Depression hi a dam thei a nia! Dawhtheihna nena nghaktute tan nunah hian nghah chhuah tur a awm thin. Hunin a thawi dam tur hi a awm ve a nia!

Tleirawlte meuh pawh an chauvin an hah ang a, tlangvate pawh an tlu der ang. Lalpa nghaktute erawh chuan an chakna an siam tha leh ang a, mupuite angin thlain an thlawk chho vang a, hah lovin an tlan ang a, chau lovin kein an kal ang (Isaia 40: 30,31).